Almost Nothing

Sometimes I'd sit in silence, And wonder if I'm being real, Are my feet tied to ground, Or Am I trapped by my fear? Do I really fear losing you?, Or is it all inside my head, Or Am I haunted by the same monsters, Which once lived beneath my bed The longing feels like forever, It doesn't let me get through.  But I know If you are happy, Then I'll be happy too They say this pretty thing is called LOVE, And for it I'll have to stay tough, But you can't feel my legs melting, You haven't been there for long enough Whenever you are out of my sight,  Why do I feel like crying? Is it okay to feel all this, Or maybe I'm slowly dying. Why did you pour empty words to drink, When you had planned to leave too soon, And only wanted to know me, When the sky was bright and the moon was full But I will never blame you, For the tear stains on my floor, As I was the one who thought, A person owes me to be so much more !     

You may feel depressed , sad and your head may be field with hopeless images . You might feel unwanted  You might feel lonely ,along by yourself where their is no one to talk to.  You might be confused with all of the situation you've got in to. You might be feeling so stressed ,tiyerd as if you never want to get strong ever.  You might feel weak ,doing things without enthusiasm and no longer having power and energy to stand up again  You might  blam your self b/c u think  what you've done in past is all wrong and it has cost you a lot.  You might feel like a coward ,not berav  enough to to do things by yourself.  But I promise this all will go away  This isn't your fault  You are an incredible person  You have all the strength to have being from the bottom . You have all the power, energy and most of all you've the light to your feature.  So I'm here to help you, talk you out of this bad image.  I'm here to listen you when ever your ready to talk. 

Looking at you I feel so much at ease Your composure Exact body posture Leaves me at a fix of the exposure I can't believe I feel so distracted without you and yet I want a distance to make up my displeasure You got my heart  And I don't know how to say it but will you help me bring out my disclosure  I want to feel your skin close to mine I want to hold your hands with the coolness of the night How do I tell you that I want to be yours and yours only How do I tell you that I want to spend my day and night with you How to I tell you that I want to spend my eternity with you Who will listen to my story Of how I can't seem to remininse How I told myself not to venture in this path yet I find myself treading the scary stills of the hour How do I tell you that I'm in love with you and I'm scared it will wade off eventually How do I tell that I've fallen for your deep nature and fevent stature I've fallen for your awesome pleasure and unending lusture

We met in a library, and we're still reading each other. If I opened earlier, you could've read me faster. But I couldn't crown you, when I was looking for mine. You paid tears for your throne—red cheeks, sore eyes. You valued my words, before they were much worth. I didn't reflect your love; I couldn't hurt much worse. You cheered for me, but who cheered you on? Who held you close and said, "You're strong"? Fears divided your soul—you needed to bond. You praised me whenever you can, Even when I clearly sucked as a man. You fed me love, though I didn't spoon you— You were starving, yet you kept me full. And you count my hugs, not my notes... I wish I could plug you my throat. I smile when I think of you; I cry when I think of you... I can't unhurt you, but I will hurt you less hereafter. You were broken once; never again you'll shatter. Well... at least not by me. Hold me, when you're crying. Show me, what you're hiding.